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<title>Starting My PhD, Remotely</title>
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<pubDate>Sun, 27 Sep 2020 13:00:25 -0500</pubDate>
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<description><p>As you might have guessed from a sudden drop in my post frequency, as of about a month ago, I am officially a PhD student!</p>
<p>Due to the pandemic, my program is fully remote, so I’m staying at home in Minnesota for the fall semester and doing everything online. Based on what I’ve heard from other students (and the Bay Area being subject to wildfires), I feel good about this decision - extra time with my family and not paying Berkeley rent prices is very nice. That being said, I really want to move to the west coast at some point in the foreseeable future, so fingers crossed for 2021.</p>
<p>Orientation was fully online, so it was definitely anticlimactic, but at the same time, it was exciting and more useful than I thought. It was good to see all of the PhD requirements clearly hashed out, have my questions answered, and learn about the resources available to grad students. I was able to see a clearer path for the next 5-6 years - previously, I had seen my PhD as a rather nebulous concept. Although there weren&rsquo;t very many opportunities to meet people virtually at orientation, I was still able to get a sense of the other people in my cohort, and they all seem amazing.</p>
<p>Classes started the next week, and I immediately got very busy between shopping classes and 1-on-1s with students (in addition to research). After debating between many courses, I decided to take Alyosha&rsquo;s Intro to Computer Vision and Computational Photography class and Angjoo&rsquo;s Learning for 3D Vision course. Alyosha&rsquo;s class is mostly an undergraduate class with a small graduate section open, but since there was never a computer vision course offered at my undergrad institution, I decided to take it to fill in knowledge gaps and reinforce my understanding of foundational concepts in my field. Angjoo&rsquo;s class is a graduate level seminar that consists of ~25 vision PhD students. We are reading a
<a href="https://sites.google.com/berkeley.edu/cs294-173/schedule?authuser=1" target="_blank" rel="noopener">fantastic set of papers</a> and every class involves student presentations and discussions of the papers.</p>
<p>I’m not going to lie, starting a PhD remotely has been pretty bizarre. On one hand, I’m absolutely stoked to be attending this amazing institution. I’ve learned so much in just two weeks from conversations with professors and my new peers. Learning about the innovations that the faculty have made in their fields always astounds me. But on the other hand, doing a PhD remotely feels very isolating. I’ve met a lot of people, but it’s been through having to actively reach out to people and schedule a time to talk, as opposed to just bumping into them on campus or meeting for a coffee. Spontaneous interaction and lunches/coffee every day helped me bond with my labmates in Spain, and it feels like one week in Spain is going to equal one semester of getting to know everyone at Berkeley. It&rsquo;s unfortunate that the first year or so of my PhD will have to be like this, but I&rsquo;m definitely staying positive, appreciating what I&rsquo;m learning, and excited to meet my very intelligent and inspiring peers in person at some point.</p>
<p>In terms of what this means for the blog: Over the summer, I was able to get to many posts that I wanted to. If there’s something else you wanted advice on that I haven’t covered, definitely reach out, since I want to keep on writing. I’m hoping to write about my PhD - classes I’m taking, research I’m doing, events I’m attending and life in general (which will probably be significantly more interesting post-pandemic). Posts will definitely become much less frequent, but I love writing in my free time, and I’m excited to see how this blog will evolve!</p>
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<title>Getting a SWE Internship, Part 3</title>
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<pubDate>Sun, 13 Sep 2020 11:00:25 -0500</pubDate>
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<description><p>As I said in the earlier parts of this post, I started the fall of my junior year having never had an internship in the tech industry, and ended it with software engineering internship offers at Facebook, Palantir, and Microsoft, among other companies. Now, I want to elucidate the tech recruiting process.</p>
<p>My
<a href="%28https://neerja.me/post/tech_internships_1/%29">first post</a> covered having a strong resume/job application, and my
<a href="%28https://neerja.me/post/tech_internships_2/%29">second post</a> covered nailing the actual interview. This post will talk about how to pick an internship once you have an offer or two in hand!</p>
<p>Once you get a job offer (or a few), congrats! You now get to decide where to work, which can be hard, so this post is going to cover my thoughts on how to pick an internship. While a lot of my advice for picking a job might be applicable for full-time jobs too, this is specifically based on my experiences choosing an internship. I will also touch on negotiation, which is applicable to both.</p>
<p><strong>Choosing a Job</strong></p>
<p>There are a lot of factors that I considered when picking the best internship for me:</p>
<ul>
<li>Team selection: If you are assigned to a team with your offer, do you like the team? If you aren’t assigned a team yet, how does team selection work, and will you get a say in it?</li>
<li>Technology/project: Do you know what tech stack you will be working on and if it’s relevant to the skills you want to build? Will you have any choice on what project you work on?</li>
<li>Location: How do you feel about the location you will be living in? Internships are a great chance to explore a new place, so if there’s a place you think you might want to live in post-graduation, an internship is a great time to move there</li>
<li>Company culture: What is the culture of this company like? What will your work hours be like? How old are most of the employees, and what does the vibe of the office seem like?</li>
<li>Company values: Is this company in line with your personal values and morals? (That being said, don’t be too harsh on yourself at this stage - many people will not be working at their dream job during or right after college, and in the society we live in you do need a job and you need experience to work towards your dream job. I personally think it’s completely justified to work somewhere that your values aren’t completely aligned with, and then use that experience and what you learn from it to get closer towards your dreams.)</li>
<li>Compensation: How much are you getting paid, and what others perks/bonuses are there, such as free housing, a housing stipend, a transportation stipend, free Uber rides to/from work, free food, etc.? If you can afford it, or if the differences are pretty minimal, I would recommend weighting the other factors more strongly.</li>
<li>Full time conversion: If you want to work at the company full time, do many interns have the opportunity to? How are interns evaluated and how many get return offers? Will you have to re-interview?</li>
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<p>Talk to a lot of people! Once you get an offer, the tables turn, and now the company is actively trying to get you to work there. They will be more than happy to connect you to engineers who can give you a better insight into the above considerations and answer any other questions you have. I had a lot of calls with employees at the top 3-4 companies I was considering interning at, which was very helpful.</p>
<p><strong>Negotiation</strong></p>
<p>As I said, once you get an offer, the company has determined that you are definitely qualified, and now they want to do what they can to convince you to work there. The tech industry is in high demand for talent, and with an offer in your hand, they have decided that you are that in-demand talent. When I went through recruiting, I felt so grateful to have job offers that were paying me very well, that it felt ridiculous to think of asking for even more. However, after talking to other women in the tech industry, I believe that you absolutely should negotiate.</p>
<p>Women are much less likely than men to negotiate, and to negotiate aggressively, and this is part of the reason why the gender pay gap exists. Therefore, even if you don’t feel great about negotiating, I would strongly encourage you to consider it. Negotiating can feel really scary, but in reality, oftentimes the worst thing that can happen is that a recruiter says no (if you say “give me X or I’ll walk”, or negotiate extremely aggressively, then it’s possible that you will lose a job offer, however, if you just ask politely then you’ll probably be fine). For full-time, you can negotiate for almost anything - salary, of course, but also stocks, signing bonus, vacation days, location, work from home flexibility, and other things in your offer. Having another job offer that pays more/is in your ideal location/has some other benefit is a great way to negotiate. Negotiating for internships is harder, since internships often have very set budgets, but you can still try to negotiate, especially for things such as your internship location or team. There are a lot of great online resources about negotiation that I would strongly recommend you check out and try out!</p>
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<title>Neerja en España #16: Reflections on My Time in Spain</title>
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<pubDate>Tue, 08 Sep 2020 13:00:25 -0500</pubDate>
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<description><p>I can&rsquo;t believe that exactly one year ago I landed in Madrid for my Fulbright orientation! So much has happened in the past year, and as cliche as it sounds, I feel like a pretty different person now than I was then. This post will shine a little light on that.</p>
<p>It&rsquo;s funny because at the time I was leaving for Spain, I didn&rsquo;t actually want to go. When I found out that I got the Fulbright, part of me was really excited and honored, but another part of me was hoping to just stay in the US with my friends and family. My Spanish was rusty and after spending the past 4 years in Hanover, New Hampshire, I felt very comfortable with my college friends, so I didn&rsquo;t want to move somewhere where I knew literally no one. But a few weeks into being in Spain, that feeling started to turn around, and now I am grateful in so many ways that I had the opportunity I did to live in Zaragoza for 6 months.</p>
<p>Here are my reflections from my Fulbright year on a bunch of different facets.</p>
<p><strong>On Spain and cultural differences</strong></p>
<p>A few things about adjusting to life in Spain were particularly stressful. Spanish bureaucracy is a nightmare to deal with, especially when your Spanish is far from perfect. Getting my <em>empadonamiento</em> and TIE took way too long and far too much effort. Spanish food culture largely revolves around eating meat, so being vegetarian was difficult when eating at a lot of Spanish restaurants, especially with the addition of my nut allergy. The Spanish schedule is very different, and while I largely ignored the traditional schedule and worked a more regular 9-5, whenever I wanted to go out to eat with friends dinner was at 9 or later, and &ldquo;going out&rdquo; meant it was difficult to be home before 5 am. The sun rising absurdly late also never sat sit right with me. On the bright side, I was forced to improve my cooking skills, and I discovered some foods in Spain that I really loved - Spain does mushrooms <strong>so</strong> well. And paella is always at least pretty good. Wow, 6 months out, I actually miss some Spanish food, even though when I was in Spain I craved all the food I eat in America.</p>
<p>While there were some frustrations, life in Spain was mostly positive and mind-expanding! In general, I felt much less stressed in Spain, compared to undergrad. While a significant part of this had to do with not having schoolwork, it was also also in large part due to being in Spain in particular. People aren&rsquo;t in a rush in Spain. They wait for other people, and want to enjoy life and make lots of time for their friends and family. Although many of my friends in Spain were a bit older than my friends back in America, it was still interesting to note that a much larger portion of my Spanish friends were in committed relationships. It just seems like people in Spain value friends and family over themselves much more. In fact, I told some of my Spanish friends that it seemed like young people here more wanted to invest in relationships, while young people in America wanted to prioritize themselves, and they told me that just the notion of &ldquo;investing&rdquo; in someone else is so American and representative of the capitalism engrained in our society.</p>
<p>Speaking of capitalism, I really appreciated the fact that in Spain, people have accepted that a place to live and healthcare and education should be human rights. It&rsquo;s the norm in Spain, and many other parts in the world, to not pay exorbitant amounts of money for college or healthcare. College at the most expensive private university in Spain is under 10,000 euros a year, and on financial aid college can often be completely free and come with a stipend generous enough to cover rent, food and books. The simple fact that Spanish people don&rsquo;t have to worry about healthcare or college expenses really changes people&rsquo;s relationships with money, and the lack of obsession with money in Spain was very refreshing after coming from a undergrad instution where many people wanted to go work on Wall Street. In Spain, it’s completely normal for businessmen to be friends with janitors or software engineers to be friends with nail salon workers, and I loved the replacement of social stratification/classism with a general appreciation for humanity. The fact that beer is a euro on average makes going out to bars accessible to everyone, which also makes it easier for software engineers and nail salon workers to get a drink together.</p>
<p><strong>On new friends</strong></p>
<p>My lab was incredible. It was really nice to make some Spanish friends in Spain (which sounds weird, but meeting international people was so much easier than meeting Spainards), and I loved going to work every day and seeing my lab friends. Work was very social, since we ate lunch and took coffee breaks together every day, and also hung out on weekends or juepincho nights occasionally, and as a result I got pretty close to them. I talked the most to 3 of the guys in my building, and a lot of our conversations involved us just joking around and correcting each other&rsquo;s Spanish/English (but half of the time when I corrected their English because something was phrased awkwardly they said &ldquo;it&rsquo;s British&rdquo;), but I also gained so much from learning about their culture and approach to life and work. As a bonus, since we&rsquo;re in the same field, I know with pretty high probability that I&rsquo;ll see them for many more years at conferences.</p>
<p>Outside of the lab, I met a lot of international people in Zaragoza, through the <em>auxiliares</em> program (English teaching assistants funded by the Spanish government), my roommates, and through Aiko&rsquo;s Spanish class. I enjoyed meeting so many different people and just seeing how many things there are to do with your life besides the paths Dartmouth students often choose. These people were from all walks of life and have gone on such cool journeys that led them to Spain, and I had a lot of fun adventures with these friends and loved getting out of the Dartmouth/research lab bubble. Just our converstaions were so different - in America, people would always start by asking me where I went to school or what I was doing professionaly, whereas here, people would start by asking me where I was from, what I thought of Spain, and other questions that felt more personal in a good way. Being around people very different from me gave me a new perspective on my own life path and decisions that I am so appreciative of.</p>
<p>Finally, my Fulbright friends are amazing and truly some of the most incredible people I have ever met. I went from being overwhelmed by what felt like networking at orientation to making incredibly genuine friendships with them. We had a blast exploring Spain and going to bars together, and also had wonderful deep and intellectual conversations. Everyone I met through Fulbright is so passionate, caring, kind, and doing awesome things. I&rsquo;m still closely in touch with so many of my fellow Fulbrighters and I absolutely cherish those friendships.</p>
<p>Having a global network of friends now is amazing, though slightly painful when you&rsquo;re in the country that&rsquo;s handling a pandemic the worst, while your friend in New Zealand has been living a pandemic-free life for months.</p>
<p><strong>On research and academic/professional benefits</strong></p>
<p>There have been so many of these! While I had a wonderful time traveling and exploring and socializing, I also got some good work done, and here&rsquo;s what came out of it:</p>
<ul>
<li>I made wonderful connections with the lab in Spain that I had the privilege to work at. Since academia is really small, I am definitely expecting to run into them at conferences in the future, or maybe continue collaborations as I see how my research interests evolve. I still WhatsApp my labmates with random research questions, or about the tapas bars we&rsquo;ll go to when I come back to Spain</li>
<li>I feel more prepared for my PhD. I got better at reading papers and synthesizing important points from them, and I had time to take online courses and read up on things I need to learn. I also learned how to swap out the GPU in a desktop which is a useful skill!</li>
<li>Focusing primarily on advanced research in a new area showed me how much knowledge exists that I don&rsquo;t have yet. However, I think that realizing you have a lot to learn is an important part of the PhD process, and learning about the gaps in my knowledge meant that I could start filling them, which I did!</li>
<li>I got to do research in a completely different lab and country from undergrad, so now when I go to Berkeley I won&rsquo;t see the way things are done at Berkeley as the only way to do things. It was generally great to get a different perspective on my field</li>
<li>Immersing myself in research full-time made the frustrations of research much more clear. When you&rsquo;re doing research, you can spend days or weeks or months on an approach that ultimately pans out to nothing. While I had experienced this in college and knew it was a part of research, doing full time research made the extent of frustration I can feel that much clearer, but recognizing this also strengthened my ability to cope with it and showed me what to expect during my PhD</li>
<li>While I respect all research and can recognize scientific merit, I realized that I care most about research that has an immediate societal impact (espcially when I got to attend the FAT* conference), which helped me hone my research interests</li>
</ul>
<p><strong>On Personal Growth</strong></p>
<p>I’ve definitely became more independent and comfortable with new situations, as comes with moving to a foreign country. One surprise was actually realizing that I love alone time. Before, I always thought I was extroverted, but now I think I’m equally introverted and extroverted. My alone time in Spain was a nice mix between relaxing and intentional time, where I thought about my goals and journaled. I also adored just walking around different Spanish cities and getting lost in my thoughts.</p>
<p>I definitely got a lot better at meeting new people and figuring out how to navigate cocktail parties or house parties where I know almost no one - I was shy before, but I actually started to enjoy those situations and always getting to know more people. Before Spain, I would often make close friends and then have fun experiences with them, but in Spain I had a lot of fun experiences with near strangers, a decent amount of who then became good friends. Now, it’s a bummer to not be able to go out and make new friends, but after the pandemic ends I’m very excited to do so again!</p>
<p>I was really happy with the fitness progress I was able to make in Spain. I wanted to start running for a while, but when I got to Zaragoza, I could barely run for 5 minutes. I was able to get to the point where I could run 3 straight miles, and was inspired by some of my Fulbright friends to run a 10K in the spring. I had started training when I had to go home, and it became clear that no races would be happening anywhere for a while, but it’s still great to have gotten to a point where I know I can run a race when it’s safe to again. Overall, I feel much healthier in general - it was really nice to take care of myself and actually prioritize my health, which I hope I can continue doing for the rest of my life.</p>
<p>I just felt (and still feel) so much healthier in every way - it was great to learn how to take care of myself, prioritize my physical and mental health, and learn how to relax. Spanish culture was exactly what I needed.</p>
<p><strong>Conclusion</strong></p>
<p>Overall, my Fulbright year (or I guess 6 months), was incredible. When I studied abroad during my junior year in Budapest, I only talked to other Americans and acted like a tourist the whole time. I knew that I did Budapest wrong, and I was ready to do Spain right. I didn&rsquo;t know what &ldquo;right&rdquo; looked like, but I went to Spain with an attitude of opennes and spirit ready for adventure, and now looking back, my 6 months were so much more fulfilling than I ever thought my whole 9 month grant could be! I am excited to return to Spain and see my friends, but I also want to approach the rest of my life with the attitudes I honed in Spain and see where my next adventures take me.</p>
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<title>Neerja en España #15: Remote Fulbright</title>
<link>https://neerja.me/post/neerja_espana_15/</link>
<pubDate>Mon, 07 Sep 2020 13:00:25 -0500</pubDate>
<guid>https://neerja.me/post/neerja_espana_15/</guid>
<description><p>It&rsquo;s crazy that it&rsquo;s been almost 6 months since I was in Spain! In this post I&rsquo;m going to talk about what finishing up a Fulbright remotely was like. My next and final post in this series will reflect on the academic/professional side of my time in Spain and the personal side of my thoughts on my Fulbright year.</p>
<p>When I got back to the US, everything still felt so chaotic. Many people were very unhappy with the way that Fulbright had handled the pandemic and that we were sent home to a country with an inferior healthcare system. I think that the Fulbright Spain Comission did a wonderful job dealing with a completely unprecedented situation, but that the US goverment&rsquo;s lack of leadership/direction made things really crazy and bad for many people. It&rsquo;s also absolutely horrible that many Fulbrighters lost their health insurance abroad and had to come back to the US uninsured in the middle of a <em>pandemic</em>, but that is completely the fault of American values and our current administration. After some pressure from Fulbrighters, the Fulbright program did provide reimbursements for all of the travel back and a little extra money to aid the sudden transition back. I was extremely lucky to be able to come back to Minnesota and life with my family, and I won&rsquo;t get into my feelings on this chaos too much more, but you can read some of my friends&rsquo; very well-articulated thoughts
<a href="https://www.baltimoresun.com/opinion/op-ed/bs-ed-op-0320-coronavirus-spain-20200319-ssm2ppsfhvhopmwns22ciwxusm-story.html" target="_blank" rel="noopener">here</a> and
<a href="https://www.tennessean.com/story/opinion/2020/03/23/coronavirus-tennessee-native-fulbright-scholar-barcelona/2898350001/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">here</a>.</p>
<p>The month of March felt a bit rough between watching the world fall apart, mourning the loss of my time in Spain, and remembering how cold Minnesota is until the end of April. However, as spring started to appear (the second spring of the year for me, actually), I realized that a lot of good things were happening. I had been really burnt out after college, and had regained some of my energy the previous summer, but after a few weeks at home I started to feel extremely energized and ready to take on all sorts of new personal and research-related projects again (like starting this blog, and you can read about some other things I did during this time
<a href="%28https://neerja.me/post/how-im-spending-quarantine/%29">here</a>). I felt deeply re-invested in research and learning, which has been wonderful.</p>
<p>I also felt extremely connected to other people. There were so many college friends and friends from back home that it had been hard to stay in touch with, between traveling all the time and time zone differences, but now I was able to talk to them more often. I also have stayed in contact with many friends in Spain and friends I made in Spain who returned home to other places, like New Zealand, and it&rsquo;s been really fun and interesting to talk to friends all over the world during a global situation such as this one. It was additionally wonderful to have more time with family than I had ever thought I would at once (I honestly don&rsquo;t understand why American culture takes so much pride in independence and moving away from family).</p>
<p>It&rsquo;s also ironic that in leaving my Fulbright program early, I got much closer to many Fulbright friends than I had ever anticipated. Going through the same crazy situation was a great way to bond, and we filled the strange time with game nights and lots of Zoom calls. We even had a virtual Research + Masters journal club a few times, which was really successful and interesting. Overall, I so value my friendships with the other Fulbrighters. A few close friends of mine have also been starting their PhDs/med school right now, and it&rsquo;s been lovely to have good friends who understand the crazy situation I&rsquo;m going through right now.</p>
<p>Actually finishing my Fulbright remotely was definitely a very different experience from being in-person. The time difference was significant, and it is completely different to meet once a week over a call than to be in a physical place for ~40 hours a week. So much of the benefit that I got from being at my lab in Spain came through the chats that we had over lunch/coffee breaks, learning from my labmates, getting to go to group meetings, and generally being in a new environment. Going to another country is really about the place, culture, and people, and unfortunately so much cannot be replicated over a computer screen. Of course, staying in Spain and being confined to my apartment wouldn&rsquo;t have fixed any of this, and I&rsquo;m very happy that I was able to return home and spend time with family.</p>
<p>The Fulbright end of year event (over Zoom, of course), was not the weekend of celebration in Madrid that I thought it would be, but nevertheless it was still a fun time. It was fun to see people&rsquo;s faces, and hear recaps of different groups&rsquo; times in Spain. I was also extremely honored to have been voted for two different superlatives - Most Growth from Orientation to Mid-Year (I guess not that hard when you&rsquo;re fresh off a plane and very disoriented when you first meet people), and Best Instagram Documentation (I do love to capture fun moments).</p>
<p>While having to finish up a Fulbright remotely was not what I expected, the 6 months that I did have in Spain were so extremely fulfilling and honestly far exceeded my expectations, so I have absolutely nothing but gratitude for the opportunity and everyone that made my experience what it was!</p>
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<title>Getting a SWE Internship, Part 2</title>
<link>https://neerja.me/post/tech_internships_2/</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 05 Sep 2020 13:00:25 -0500</pubDate>
<guid>https://neerja.me/post/tech_internships_2/</guid>
<description><p>As I said in
<a href="%28https://neerja.me/post/tech_internships_1/%29">part 1</a> of this post, I started the fall of my junior year having never had an internship in the tech industry, and ended it with software engineering internship offers at Facebook, Palantir, and Microsoft, among other companies. My first post covered having a strong resume/job application, and this one will cover nailing the actual interview.</p>
<p>Before I dive into it, I want to link to a few helpful resources that I&rsquo;ll refer to throughout this post:</p>
<ul>
<li>
<a href="http://www.crackingthecodinginterview.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Cracking the Coding Interview</a></li>
<li>
<a href="https://leetcode.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">LeetCode</a></li>
<li>
<a href="https://www.hackerrank.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Hackerrank</a></li>
</ul>
<p>There are a few different components to the tech internship interview process and types of interviews:</p>
<ul>
<li>Coding challenges: Sometimes, a recruiter will send you a link to a &ldquo;coding challenge&rdquo;. This will often be on a platform similar to Leetcode or Hackerrank, and is a prerequisite to getting an interview. Be careful when you click on it, because this will normally start a timer. Read the instructions very carefully, since often your code will have to perform in a specific way to pass the challenge. The best way to prepare for these challenges are to do a lot of questions on such a platform. It&rsquo;s also useful to ask your recruiter if the coding challenge is going to be graded by an automated process or by a human - if by a human, be sure to comment your code so that even if something is off they know your thought process</li>
<li>Phone screen: Often, before getting to the interviews, you will have a phone screen. The phone screen can be one of many things - it can just be a chance for you to ask the recruiter questions, it can be a behavioral interview, it can contain a brain teaser, or it can have a full 45-minute coding question. Be sure to understand which kind of interview it will be well before the call</li>
<li>Coding question interview: This is an interview where you are given 1-3 questions that you have to talk through and then write code for. This can be in-person, with coding on a whiteboard, or over the phone, with coding on a Google doc or similar platform. When applying to internships, I had 2-5 of these interviews, depending on the company. The next section will focus on preparation for this type of interview</li>
<li>Team matching interview: Google has these interviews after you pass the coding interviews (I made it to this stage but dropped out after one interview because I didn&rsquo;t like the team and had offer deadlines with other companies), in order to make sure there&rsquo;s a good fit between you and the team. Some other companies also have similar interviews. Definitely take these seriously, because they can determine whether or not a team is willing to have you join them, which translates into you getting the internship or not</li>
<li>Other interviews: I don&rsquo;t know that much about other types of interviews such as design or PM (product management), but Cracking the Coding Interview has an amazing breakdown of other types of interviews, and the author has written a separate book on applying to PM jobs</li>
</ul>
<p>Here&rsquo;s how I prepared for the coding question interviews (the bulk of the interview process):</p>
<ul>
<li>First, I decided on the topics I needed to master and reviewed the basics of those topics by implementing data structures/algorithms from scratch. These topics included (but are not limited to - it&rsquo;s been a while) the following:
<ul>
<li>Data structures - arrays, strings, linked lists, trees, DAG, graphs</li>
<li>Algorithms - sorting, binary search, tree traversal, BFS/DFS, Dijkstra&rsquo;s, minimum spanning tree algorithms</li>
<li>Some bit manipulation and other topics I didn&rsquo;t know well, so I wouldn&rsquo;t be caught completely off guard if asked a question, but I didn&rsquo;t go too in depth on learning things I didn&rsquo;t really know</li>
</ul>
</li>
<li>Then, I nailed down a solid approach to solving an interview question that I could practice with and hone. The interview is as much testing your coding abilities as your critical thinking and communication skills, so based on knowing that, this was my approach:
<ol>
<li>Carefully read/process the question, create a small example if it&rsquo;s not provided to help you conceptualize what you&rsquo;re being asked to do</li>
<li>Ask clarifying questions! Think of different cases you have to consider (for example duplicates, negative numbers), and ask if there are any conditions on the input you are given or the output you have to produce. Oftentimes, part of the challenge is being given a vague question and then having to nail down exactly what you are being asked</li>
<li>Once you have a good idea of what you&rsquo;re supposed to be solving, come up with the first solution you can think of, even if it would be really slow or not provide a completely correct output. Describe your solution and acknowledge these limitations. Your interviewer might ask you to code it up at this point.</li>
<li>Then, work on optimizing your solution. If the small example you created was lacking, come up with a better example to work with. Your interviewer might give you hints and that&rsquo;s completely okay! They want to see how you respond to their suggestions. Cracking the Coding Interview has some good strategies on how to optimize your solution using this approach</li>
</ol>
</li>
<li>I tried to solve many of the questions in CTCI using this approach . I went slowly, really thought things through, and read hints as needed to get a minimal working solution that I would then code up. After, I would always carefully read the solution no matter how far I got and really understand where I went wrong.</li>
<li>I also solved some questions in leetcode for more practice - leetcode has a lot of good, hard questions</li>
<li>I did a mix of paper coding (to emulate a whiteboard) and coding on computer in a basic text editor or Google docs - I think practicing both was very important for me since typing and writing interact with my thought process in different ways, especially when I&rsquo;m also talking out loud as I code</li>
</ul>
<p>I would also highly encourage you to practice whiteboard coding with friends! There are so many tech jobs out there and recruiters really want to see all qualified candidates succeed, so there&rsquo;s absolutely no reason to be competitive with your peers and not help each other. Get hints from them when you struggle and talk as you code to emulate a real interview.</p>
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<title>Grad School Preparation Panel Transcript</title>
<link>https://neerja.me/post/grad_school_app_panel/</link>
<pubDate>Tue, 25 Aug 2020 11:23:14 -0500</pubDate>
<guid>https://neerja.me/post/grad_school_app_panel/</guid>
<description><p><em>Neerja Thakkar graduated from Dartmouth in 2019 with a BA in Computer Science and Mathematics. For the past year, she was doing computational photography research in Spain on a Fulbright research scholarship, and in Fall 2020 she will be starting her PhD in EECS at UC Berkeley.</em></p>
<p>I&rsquo;ve spoken in a few panels in the past year for Women in Computer Science and Dartmouth Pan Asian alumni association centered around graduate school/different career paths. Here are some questions I was asked at the most recent panel I spoke at, and my answers to them.</p>
<p><strong>What has been helpful for you in figuring out your career goals and how grad school factors into those?</strong></p>
<p>I thought through a couple of career paths - software engineering and a research career, and then pursued experiences that would let me try out both of those. On the SWE side, I did 2 SWE internships, one at 3M and one at Facebook. On the academia side, I took hard classes, added a math major since math is so important for CS research, did research, worked on a textbook, and TAed classes. I realized that while the perks and salary of SWE was nice, the more academia oriented experiences were so much more fulfilling to me. Getting to actually experience a taste of different paths, and then reflecting on them, really showed me which one was right for me.</p>
<p>I had already gotten into grad school and knew I wanted to go by the time I did my Fulbright, but that experience made me feel 200% confident that getting a PhD was right for me, since I got more perspectives on grad school and got to do research full time.</p>
<p><strong>Do you recommend that students take time off before starting grad school? What have you learned in your experience?</strong></p>
<p>Absolutely!</p>
<p>If you&rsquo;re considering a Master&rsquo;s program, it&rsquo;s important to know that you really need the degree before doing it. If you’re not sure, it&rsquo;s better to hold off on jumping into a program. Some tech companies will pay for a Master&rsquo;s for you, and many see years of work experience as equivalent to time spent doing a Master&rsquo;s degree, but the difference is that with a Master&rsquo;s degree you&rsquo;re paying for it instead of getting a salary.</p>
<p>If you&rsquo;re considering a PhD, it&rsquo;s important to know that you absolutely want to do a PhD and that you love research before you commit 4-6+ years to it. If you&rsquo;re not sure, you should take some time to do whatever you need to do to be sure of your decision.</p>
<p>I deferred for a year to do fulbright and this was one of the best decisions of my life for so many reasons. Spain is amazing, and it was great to get to travel and explore. I made friends with Spanish people and non-Dartmouth American students and people from other countries - getting out of the Dartmouth bubble gives you more perspective when considering your future. It was really nice to get a break from school, since I was burnt out after undergrad. Finally, it was also super helpful career wise - I made connections with a lab in Spain, did research full time emulating parts of the PhD experience, learned so many things and learned what I don’t know, and really thought about and shaped my research interests.</p>
<p>Overall, I would recommend a year off, but I would also think through what you want to do in that year off carefully - what are your goals for your year off? Why are you taking a year off? What do you hope to achieve or clarify?</p>
<p><strong>What advice would you give to students who are starting to think about applying to grad school?</strong></p>
<p>My advice depends on if you’re early in undergrad or approaching the end of college/graduated.</p>
<p>If you&rsquo;re in college and have time, think through your academic plan and if that’s aligned with grad school, since grad schools want you to take hard courses. If you&rsquo;re considering a PhD, start doing research ASAP if you haven’t already - it&rsquo;s okay if it’s not exactly in the area you want, but getting research experience is super important. You should also seek out relevant internships and research and TA positions and other opportunities.</p>
<p>If you have graduated or are close to graduation, know that one advantage about grad school is that there&rsquo;s no rush to apply as soon as you decide you want to go. You could apply to programs this fall as a dry run but then also apply for a Fulbright grant or other research opportunities so that if you don’t get into a program you want you have something to do over the next year to strengthen your application.</p>
<p><strong>How did you narrow down a list of potential programs to apply to? What were important considerations for you?</strong></p>
<p>For a PhD, your advisor is the single most important factor. You can research reserach papers and ask your current research advisors if they can recommend programs and people to work with. Academis is really small, even internationally - everyone I talked to personally knew or knew of the professor I was working with in Spain, for example. I would recommend just finding people you think would be interesting to work with when you&rsquo;re applying, and then trying to figure out the actual fit once you&rsquo;re admitted, since many professors will be more willing to talk to you then.</p>
<p>Personally, I just applied to my top 4 dream programs, with an intent to reapply next fall if I didn&rsquo;t get in anywhere. These were programs that had advisors I would be thrilled to work with and were also all around excellent for all kinds of CS and other programs, because my ideal situation involved being surrounded by amazing people in all disciplines. Location was also a small factor, but all of these programs had locations I would be very happy in.</p>
<p><strong>Do you have any tips for the grad school application process?</strong></p>
<p>General advice:</p>
<ul>
<li>Start early, and have friends look at your essays</li>
<li>Use Dartmouth resources as available - for example, the Fellowship office for Fulbright</li>
</ul>
<p>Advice on different application components:</p>
<ul>
<li>SOP: tell a story about how you were shaped intellectually, show your research potential - most undergrads haven’t done a ton of research, so explain why you will be able to succeed at research</li>
<li>GRE - don’t worry about it too much! For many programs it’s not actually that important and your time and energy would be much better spent focusing on research or taking hard classes</li>
<li>Letters of recommendation - extremely important. Form strong relationships with professors, ask them a couple of months in advance at least, give them a list of things you want to include in letter because often they will have forgotten details. More information can be found in
<a href="https://neerja.me/post/rec_letters/">this post</a></li>
</ul>
<p><strong>Do you have any tips for the Fulbright application process?</strong></p>
<p>My answer to this question is summarized my
<a href="https://neerja.me/post/fulbright-app-1/">Fulbright application posts</a>.</p>
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<title>Getting a SWE Internship, Part 1</title>
<link>https://neerja.me/post/tech_internships_1/</link>
<pubDate>Mon, 24 Aug 2020 13:00:25 -0500</pubDate>
<guid>https://neerja.me/post/tech_internships_1/</guid>
<description><p>As I approached my junior year, I had never had a software engineering internship in the tech industry before, and I really wanted to get an internship at a big or medium-sized tech company for the upcoming summer. I did some research on how to approach recruiting, and then I went for it. I ended up getting offers at Facebook, Microsoft, and Palantir, among other companies. The tech recruiting process can feel intimidating, but it&rsquo;s actually pretty straightforward, and once you understand it you can definitely take the steps to get your first internship too! In this 3-part series, I&rsquo;ll walk you through the steps I took that led to that outcome.</p>
<p>In this post, I&rsquo;ll talk about how to strengthen your application so that you get an interview. In my next post, I&rsquo;ll talk about how to nail the interview. Finally, I&rsquo;ll discuss how to navigate choosing an internship post-offer. This series is based on my own experiences, which were heavily influenced by older students, and by
<a href="http://www.crackingthecodinginterview.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Cracking the Coding Interview</a>. I&rsquo;ll be referencing the book several times, and it&rsquo;s very worth checking it out!</p>
<p>The first step to getting an interview is having a strong resume. There are two components to this - building the material that will go on your resume, and then actually writing the resume.</p>
<p><strong>Generating strong material for your resume</strong></p>
<ul>
<li>Course selection - take relevant computer science courses, and especially ones with projects. Math courses also look good. For software engineering internships, GPA doesn&rsquo;t seem to be too significant - a general rule of thumb I heard is that if it&rsquo;s above 3.0, put it on, if it&rsquo;s below, keep it off. If your major GPA is higher than your average GPA, and you&rsquo;re majoring in a relevant technical field, it&rsquo;s fine to just put your major GPA on.</li>
<li>Work on side projects - working on projects will improve your programming skills, and also show initiative to recruiters.</li>
<li>Look for opportunities at your school or in your community relevant to software engineering. For example, Dartmouth, my undergraduate institution, has the
<a href="http://dali.dartmouth.edu/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">DALI lab</a>. You could also teach yourself basic website development skills and then build a website for an organization that you&rsquo;re a part of. Don&rsquo;t hesitate to apply for opportunities even if you don&rsquo;t feel like you know enough - obviously, be honest about your experiences, but once you&rsquo;re on the job there is so much that you can teach yourself.</li>
<li>Seek out SWE internships at companies that might feel less prestigious or desirable, since having any SWE internship experiences on your resume will make it a lot easier to get future interviews.</li>
</ul>
<p><strong>How to write your resume</strong></p>
<ul>
<li>Try not to go over 1 page. Remove high school activities and jobs as needed.</li>
<li>Include detailed descriptions on exactly what you did and highlight your contributions. Try to quantify them if possible (ex. I optimized this code to make it 4.5x faster).</li>
<li>Add a section on programming projects. This can involve research projects, class projects, and side projects. State the technologies that you used and your contributions, if this was a group project.</li>
<li>Be prepared to discuss anything you put on your resume, or to be asked questions relevant to any programming languages or frameworks that you say you know on your resume. You can differentiate these by level of experience.</li>
<li>Only include important technical skills, so that they stand out. Many people include things such as Microsoft Office that everyone should know, and that aren&rsquo;t very impressive compared to programming languages/frameworks.</li>
</ul>
<p><strong>Applying to Jobs</strong></p>
<p>Once you have a resume, it&rsquo;s time to actually apply to jobs. Applying online definitely can lead to interviews, and you should send your resume to as many places as you can, especially when trying to get your first internship. That being said, there are many other application approaches that often will result in a better shot at an interview.</p>
<ul>
<li>Career fairs at your university: These are great because you can actually talk to recruiters, learn about the company, and indicate your interest. At a career fair, an actual human being will see your resume, instead of an automated bot. If you can get a recruiter&rsquo;s email at the career fair, you have a point of contact to follow up with, which is much better than submitting a resume online and waiting to receive an automated message.</li>
<li>Career fairs at conferences: Conferences such as Grace Hopper or Out4U have huge career fairs that are incredible places to snag an internship or full time offer, but come prepared to interview on the spot.</li>
<li>Smaller companies: use websites such as
<a href="https://angel.co/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">AngelList</a> to find startups in locations/fields that you&rsquo;re interested in. Interning at a startup is an incredible opportunity to learn a lot, and startups tend to have a later recruitment cycle.</li>
<li>LinkedIn: Keep your profile updated and indicate that you are searching for jobs, and recruiters will sometimes reach out to you. I&rsquo;ve also had success emailing alumni from my college to ask about their career paths, and sometimes alumni will even be willing to refer you.</li>
<li>Referrals: If you have friends or know older students who have worked for tech companies, don&rsquo;t be afraid to ask if they would be willing to write you a referral. Some tech companies will incentivize employees to get referrals, so many people are very happy to help. Of course, it&rsquo;s the decision of whoever you ask whether they decide to give you a referral or not, but</li>
</ul>
<p>Also, a note on cover letters - I didn&rsquo;t write any cover letters, but some small/medium sized tech companies might like to see more personalized interest.</p>
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<title>Neerja en España #14: Pandemic</title>
<link>https://neerja.me/post/neerja_espana_14/</link>
<pubDate>Mon, 24 Aug 2020 11:03:42 -0500</pubDate>
<guid>https://neerja.me/post/neerja_espana_14/</guid>
<description><p>As I had discussed in my previous post, the coronavirus was getting progressively worse in Spain. Once Trump made his announcement, I decided to make the most of my remaining time. I am not a spontaneous person, but knowing that I probably at least had 48 hours left in Spain, I decided I was going to go to Barcelona. I booked a train ticket, threw some clothes and toiletries into a bag, and headed to the train station. Train rides were always a fun and special experience for me &mdash; I loved putting on some music and writing in my journal, or just enjoying the beautiful view of the Spanish countryside. But on this train ride, I couldn&rsquo;t even put on music. I just stared at some news on my phone and tried to process Spain falling apart (this was a little before it was clear that the entire world was falling apart and the implications of the pandemic were much more dire than just cancelled foreign study programs).</p>
<p>I got off the train and took the familiar walk through <em>Estacion Sants</em> and into the metro, and eventually stepped out onto <em>La Rambla</em> and walked a block through the beautiful Gothic Quarter to get to my friend Anna&rsquo;s place. She opened the door to her apartment and we gave each other a hug (this was before we really understood the concept of social distancing) and the relief I felt was immediate. It was lovely to finally be with someone who understood my position of likely being forced to leave Spain.</p>
<p>We ventured out to a bar Anna wanted to show me. It was magical - I was transported to a forest. Next, we went to my favorite bar in Barcelona (and in the world), a classy place that makes custom cocktails that always end up being the best cocktail I&rsquo;ve ever had, and all seven or so friends I&rsquo;ve taken there agree. Then it was time to meet up with the rest of the Barca gang. We first went to a noodle/dumpling bar, and then we went to another place with empañadas. It was incredible to see everyone - the level of comfort that I felt being surrounded by them after a crazy week was unreal. Audrey proclaimed that she was in denial, but she knew we were all going to be sent home. Apparently the ECA (the branch of the government that runs Fulbright) had said that all exchange programs would have a 60 day pause. We had 90 days left, so this was so clearly the end.</p>
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One last sangria in an ethereal, cozy bar
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<p>The next morning, we had a busy day ahead of us. Anna had a list of places she wanted to see in Barcelona before she left - mostly various museums - and we were going to make some progress on it. The day had a surreal energy. I knew that our time here was so limited, by days, maybe even hours. It was crazy and terrifying to watch the world fall apart in ways that I had never imagined, but also a beautiful reminder about how special life is, and how much of a gift it was to be half a world away from everything I had known and held familiar.</p>
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Places in Barcelona that were now familiar felt extra remarkable and magical, like this plaza&hellip;
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/gothic_walls.jpg" data-caption="&hellip;or the hallowed walls of the Gothic Quarter. Fun fact: there&rsquo;s a skull on the underside of the pont del bisbe">
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&hellip;or the hallowed walls of the Gothic Quarter. Fun fact: there&rsquo;s a skull on the underside of the <em>pont del bisbe</em>
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<p>We started the day off with me finally visiting the famous Boqueria market. Then we got brunch with Audrey and a college friend of hers who had just arrived in Barcelona as part of world travel on a Watson fellowship. The meal was wonderful - I had been looking for real American-esque brunch food in Spain the entire time I was there and I had finally found it.</p>
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It only took me 5 trips to Barcelona to go to one of the biggest tourist attractions
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Brunch with Audrey and Anna &lt;3
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<p>Then, Audrey peeled off, and Anna, our new friend, and I took the scenic route through the Gothic quarter and up to Montjuic. Of course, we were talking about how we would probably all have to leave soon. And then, just as we got to the top and started to take in the beautiful view of the city, Anna got an email. What we had all been dreading was here. Her undergrad institution&rsquo;s Fulbright coordinator told us that we were all going to be sent home and should start booking flights. I stood in silence as Anna talked to her family on the phone, and tried to process this news.</p>
<p>A few minutes later, I got an email too, sent to all grantees. Spain was now CDC level 3, and we were encouraged to return to the US within the next week. I read the information about closing our bank accounts, how stipend payments would work, and getting a plane ticket, and tried to process this - it felt unreal, even though I knew it had been coming. After Anna and I absorbed this, we tried to go to the Joan Miro museum, but it was closed. The city was shutting down.</p>
<p>That evening, we all gathered at a soccer field near Montjuic with drinks and chocolate and watched the sun set on our Fulbright. We passed sheets of paper around and wrote notes to each other under a one minute time limit. When I got my sheet back, I was amazed at the depth of things that my friends wrote about me, despite me seeing most of them only about 5 times total over the 6 months I had known them. It hit me that I had been a part of and helped create something so special between all of us, and I was so excited to continue building those bonds and enjoying Spain (the castle in Girona that we were all planning to stay at in April really epitomized that), but now it was all just going to end. Later, the pandemic got much worse in America and all of the horrible economic and personal impacts for so many people became clear, but at the time, it just felt like we were being sent home.</p>
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My friend Sasha and I at the soccer field overlooking the city
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The Barca gang&rsquo;s last in-person rendezvous
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<p>The next morning, Anna, our friend Akshay, and I got brunch; the restaurant was already closed for eating and only open for takeout. We sat in Placa de la Universitat - one of the first places I had ever been to in Barcelona, since my sister and I stayed in a hotel near the university my first time in the city. We sat on a bench and I tried to just enjoy looking at the city and talking to my friends, knowing that this would be one of my last moments of peace before I had to pack up my apartment and deal with a million things. I headed to the train station and bought one last ticket to Zaragoza.</p>
<p>I got home and tried to contemplate having to pack up my entire apartment in the next 2 days. My flatmates were excited - apparently the president was going to address the country in the evening. As I started packing, messages were flying in every WhatsApp group. Everyone was really confused, and debating whether they should say in Spain or leave. They were angry at the lack of clear guidance on exactly what we needed to do from Fulbright, since the email just &ldquo;strongly recommended&rdquo; that we leave. I personally thought that the Comission was very responsive and helpful during this crazy crisis, but the fault was with the US government for having a lack of a clear plan and leadership at the top, which then trickled down to be confusing for us.</p>
<p>I was definitely conflicted, but I also knew that my family really wanted me to come home, and being with them during this crazy time didn&rsquo;t seem like the worst idea. It also seemed like flights were getting cancelled left and right, so we all had to try to get out of Spain ASAP. My flight was booked for Tuesday originally, but it got cancelled, so I moved to a Monday flight and gave myself less than 24 hours to pack up.</p>
<p>That evening, the president of Spain spoke to the country. He announced that Spain was going to enter a strict lockdown, that people would only be allowed to leave their apartments to get groceries, go to the pharmacy, or go to the doctor. All of a sudden, everyone in Spain started taking the virus really seriously. My flatmates and labmates realized that the virus could spiral out of control and that they needed to listen to their leaders - what a contrast to how Americans responded to the virus. On the bright side, the lockdown meant that Spain somewhat got a handle on the virus. Also, the prospect of spending a lot of the next 3 months in my apartment in Spain made leaving a lot easier.</p>
<p>The next day or so was a whirlwind of packing everything up, realizing it wouldn&rsquo;t even fit into the 4 suitcases/duffle bags I had, my labmate Julio saving me by both letting me store a few things at his house indefinitely and driving me to the train station, making it back to Barcelona, and hauling my luggage around until I was at the baggage drop and then Delta agent was merciful with extra baggage for the first time in my memory. I very cautiously got on the plane, feeling aware of my proximity to others in a way that I&rsquo;m now familiar with. I was sitting next to a guy who had been studying abroad in Barcelona and had to leave early, a relatable mood.</p>
<p>The screening when I landed on U.S. soil was very lax. They took my temperature, but did no other checks, and I doubt they would have done anything except encourage me to quarantine for 14 days if I did have one. I had low expectations of how America would handle the pandemic, but this was an early indication that it would be even worse. That being said, the gratitude and relief I felt when I saw my family and got home was immense. I missed Spain immediately, but I felt so lucky to have a loving home to return to, to still be on my parents&rsquo; health insurance, and to have my supportive family and wonderful friends to process this unprecedented situation with.</p>
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<title>Why I Decided to Pursue a PhD</title>
<link>https://neerja.me/post/why_phd/</link>
<pubDate>Wed, 19 Aug 2020 10:08:34 -0500</pubDate>
<guid>https://neerja.me/post/why_phd/</guid>
<description><p><em>Neerja Thakkar graduated from Dartmouth in 2019 with a BA in Computer Science and Mathematics. For the past year, she was doing computational photography research in Spain on a Fulbright research scholarship, and in Fall 2020 she will be starting her PhD in EECS at UC Berkeley.</em></p>
<p>It&rsquo;s one thing to figure out how to position yourself and apply for a PhD program, but actually deciding that you want a PhD is an entirely different process. In this post, I&rsquo;m going to walk through the aspects of my academic journey in college that made me feel confident in my decision to pursue a PhD in computer science. Before I dive in, I want to make it clear that a PhD is at its core about research. Therefore, this post will center on why I decided to go after a research career.</p>
<p><strong>My Journey</strong></p>
<p>As a freshman, I discovered computer science for the first time. I knew the field existed and it sounded vaguely interesting to me, but it wasn&rsquo;t until I took CS1 and went through the process of solving problems with code that I realized I really liked it. I was vaguely pre-med throughout my first year, and stuck with it even though I liked CS more because I felt like I was excelling in my pre-med classes but didn&rsquo;t have faith in my CS abilities.</p>
<p>My freshman summer both gave me some self-confidence and made me truly think about the concept of a PhD for the first time. I interned as a software engineer in a data science lab along with 3 math and computer science PhD students. My project on parsing data made me see that I was capable of accomplishing a coding task I was given in the real world, but I also realized that it wasn&rsquo;t very interesting to me compared to the research projects my fellow interns were working on. Trying to solve research problems as opposed to engineering problems was much more exciting to me. I also talked to some other teams in the company who were working on exciting technologies such as those that enable self-driving cars, and I realized there was so much cool stuff I could do within computer science besides just parsing data. However, I realized I would need a PhD to tackle most of the questions I wanted to. PhD or no PhD, my coworkers biggest piece of advice was to take a lot of math.</p>
<p>Being me, I decided to map out an 11 year plan - basically, what my 4 years of college, a gap year, a 5 year PhD, and then options after could look like. Everything after college and my gap year was very vague, but it&rsquo;s funny that a lot of things I wrote and started to map out in my plan - &ldquo;add a double major in math&rdquo;, &ldquo;do a Fulbright or something like it after college&rdquo;, &ldquo;TA more CS classes&rdquo;, &ldquo;get an internship at a good tech company that has strong software engineering and research divisions&rdquo; - ended up happening.</p>
<p>As I went through the rest of college, I didn&rsquo;t closely follow or even revise my 11 year plan much, but I used it as a framework to explore if a PhD was right for me. I prioritized taking important CS and math courses, going after opportunities that would allow me to explore academia and work closely with professors, and checking in with myself to see how I felt about different experiences. A lot of opportunities that I could never have planned for came up - research positions, working on the CLRS Algorithms textbook with Professor Cormen, being a teaching assistant for a brand new class, and studying abroad in Budapest. Having all these wonderful experiences not only strengthened my application, but also showed me that more time in academia was right for me. I loved many aspects of all of these experiences - getting to work closely with professors on interesting problems, doing work that would be published and put out for others to use, walking students through problems, taking courses at an institution other than my own - and realized that the process of a PhD would probably be enjoyable to me.</p>
<p>I also thought more carefully about what my future would look like with a PhD versus without one. Interning at a tech company where I could see firsthand the differences between software engineers and research scientists with PhDs, and also getting to know some professors well was extremely helpful for this. I realized that with a PhD, I could either get a cool industry research position or go into academia and make a huge impact. I respect software engineering, but it just wasn&rsquo;t for me or aligned with the kind of problems I want to spend my life solving. While a PhD might result in less money earned over my lifetime, especially if I end up in academia, the lifestyle was more appealing to me, because I would get to be creative, solve problems I think are important, travel to conferences, and hopefully be a positive influence on future generations of students.</p>
<p>Given that a PhD seemed to align well with my long-term life goals, and that it also seemed like it would be an enjoyable and valuable experience in and of itself, I decided to apply to PhD programs. I ended up doing a Fulbright research scholarship in Spain first, which ended up being a much more valuable experience than I expected it to be. I had a lot of space and time to think, and I also got to do research full-time for the first time in my life. This was a frustrating experience at times (more on this in a future blog post), but it also gave me a taste of life as a PhD student and made me feel even more confident in my decision and excited to start my PhD in the fall!</p>
<p><strong>Other considerations</strong></p>
<p>If you&rsquo;re maybe considering doing a PhD, but not sure if you want to, here is some advice that I&rsquo;ve taken away from my experiences:</p>
<ul>
<li>Be informed about exactly what a PhD is, what your 4-6+ years in grad school will entail, and what kind of opportunities you will have after your PhD. You can do this by reading pages that colleges have put up (like
<a href="https://web.cs.dartmouth.edu/undergraduate/graduate-school-advice" target="_blank" rel="noopener">this one</a> by the Dartmouth CS department), talking to professors, talking to students going to graduate school, and reading blogs like this.
<ul>
<li>A great way to get to know older students is through an identity-centered group for your field, such as Women in Computer Science. Dartmouth WiCS has hosted several panels about topics such as this one.</li>
</ul>
</li>
<li>Figure out what kinds of undergrad activities will prepare you for grad school, and as importantly along the way let you explore if grad school is for you. Research is the most important activity in this category, but other opportunities such as being a TA, taking hard classes, and other projects with professors are great too. Also, if you&rsquo;re considering an alternate career path (like how I was potentially considering software engineering), try to gain some experience in that area to see if you like it as much.</li>
<li>After every experience, be honest with yourself and reflect on what you liked and didn&rsquo;t like about it. As I went through undergrad, I learned a lot about my strengths, weaknesses, aspirations, and interests. Out of the options that were available to me, a PhD seemed like the most exciting and best-fitting one, so I decided to go for it.
<ul>
<li>Consider both the possibilities of what your career/life will look like after your PhD, but also what the process of actually doing a PhD will feel like.</li>
</ul>
</li>
<li>Take time after undergrad, especially if you&rsquo;re not sure. Undergrad was crazy and busy, which made it hard to have the time and space to properly reflect and think about my ambitions, while being away from Dartmouth gave me a new and clearer perspective. Getting to do research for a year in Spain also really helped me see that a PhD was right for me, but it could have gone the other way too. In
<a href="https://neerja.me/post/phd_gap_year_options/">this post</a>, I talk about pre-PhD gap year options, which might be especially helpful to consider if you are done with college and want to pursue an opportunity that could strengthen your PhD application and/or decide if a PhD is right for you.</li>
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<title>Some Podcasts I Like</title>
<link>https://neerja.me/post/podcasts-2020/</link>
<pubDate>Sat, 15 Aug 2020 20:38:47 -0500</pubDate>
<guid>https://neerja.me/post/podcasts-2020/</guid>
<description><p>Over the past year, from frequent rides on the tram in Zaragoza to lots of walks along the river next to my house in Minnesota, I&rsquo;ve started to really enjoy listening to podcasts. Here are some of my current favorites:</p>
<p><strong>
<a href="https://www.npr.org/podcasts/510318/up-first" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Up First</a></strong></p>
<p>Every episode of Up First has 3 short news stories and takes me just a little over 5 mins to listen to on 1.5x speed. It&rsquo;s a great way to stay informed about the most important current events without feeling overwhelmed or putting too much time into constantly reading the news.</p>
<p><strong>
<a href="https://www.npr.org/podcasts/510312/codeswitch" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Code Switch</a></strong></p>
<p>This podcast, which is hosted by journalists of color, explores the intersection of different areas in society with racism. It&rsquo;s a great way to get a fuller perspective on current events and systems in our country.</p>
<p><strong>
<a href="https://www.tenpercent.com/podcast" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Ten Percent Happier</a></strong></p>
<p>I discovered this podcast before the pandemic, but as the world has become less and less certain it has become more and more comforting to listen to. One of my favorite episodes was about
<a href="https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ten-percent-happier-with-dan-harris/id1087147821?i=1000461888705" target="_blank" rel="noopener">sleep and how important it is</a> - listening to it made me really happy that I was sleeping a lot in Spain, and I&rsquo;ve continued that trend into quarantine.</p>
<p><strong>
<a href="https://www.npr.org/podcasts/510308/hidden-brain" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Hidden Brain</a></strong></p>
<p>Hidden Brain covers human psychology in a very compelling and scientifically-backed way. I&rsquo;ve learned so much about why we make the decisions we do, our biases, and interesting psychology experiments. They also have a series called You 2.0 on how we can use psychological insights to better understand ourselves and improve our lives, which I appreciate.</p>
<p><strong>
<a href="https://www.intelligencesquaredus.org/podcasts" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Intelligence Squared</a></strong></p>
<p>This is one of my favorite podcasts, but be warned that you do really have to pay attention to it to get the most out of listening to it. In each episode, there is a resolution such as &ldquo;Coronavirus will reshape the world order in China&rsquo;s favor&rdquo; or &ldquo;Two cheers for the two-party system.&rdquo; Then, two experts in the field (professors, people who have written books on these topics, etc.) team up to debate each side. The debate is always very well structured, and many episodes have helped me see both sides of the resolution in a nuanced way. As an added fun way to interact with it, the audience of the podcast can also vote on the resolution before and after listening, and the side that gains the most support wins the debate.</p>
<p>It&rsquo;s important to note that &ldquo;Intelligence Square US Debates&rdquo; (which I linked above) has the debates, while &ldquo;Intelligence Squared&rdquo; is British and has many more interviews, which are also very interesting!</p>
<p><strong>
<a href="https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/science-friday/id73329284" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Science Friday</a></strong></p>
<p>Science Friday is a great way to hear short stories on various scientific breakthroughs around the world. I think it&rsquo;s great to stay informed about what&rsquo;s on the cutting edge in other fields, and it&rsquo;s also nice to hear about computer science advancements from a high level to get a broader perspective on my own field.</p>
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<title>Neerja en España #13: My Last Weeks in Spain</title>
<link>https://neerja.me/post/neerja-espana-13/</link>
<pubDate>Thu, 13 Aug 2020 11:03:42 -0500</pubDate>
<guid>https://neerja.me/post/neerja-espana-13/</guid>
<description><p>Shortly after I drafted my post about mid-year, I had to leave Spain due to the pandemic. From here on out, all of my Spain posts are retrospective. In this one, I&rsquo;m going to talk about my last couple of weeks in Spain.</p>
<p>Thinking back to the end of February in Zaragoza (which truly feels like another lifetime), I was having a wonderful time. I guess spring comes early in Spain - the weather in Zaragoza was getting warmer, and cherry blossoms were blooming.</p>
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/zgz_flowers.JPG" data-caption="This photo was taken on February 11th right outside of my apartment&hellip;spring comes much earlier in Spain">
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This photo was taken on February 11th right outside of my apartment&hellip;spring comes much earlier in Spain
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<p>I finally felt at home in my lab and was getting closer every day with my labmates. Miguel was gone from the lab due to a broken leg, but everyone else was still around. Work days consisted of learning lots of new things (and even changing GPUs in computers and some other basic hardware stuff, with the help of labmates), long lunches and lots of coffee breaks (we had a conversation about how to improve lab dynamics given that we were split up into two separate buildings, and the solution was to drink more coffee in the two buildings, resulting in about 3 coffee breaks every day), and frequent trips to the vending machine with Manu and Adrian. Some other fond memories from my last couple of weeks: a lovely, long chat on a Friday afternoon with Johanna, a postdoc from France, about work life balance in academia, and getting a new fancy coffee machine in the lab. Also, going out with Adrian and a bunch of his Spanish friends on a Thursday night and experiencing <em>machacados</em> (shots of a mixed drink that you cover with a plastic lid and all simultaneously slam on to the bar, hard - success involves breaking a glass - before drinking).</p>
<p>Weekends consisted of sunny afternoons, failed hikes and crazy nights with my <em>auxiliares</em> friends, a trip to the <em>pueblo</em> of a labmate for a 7 hour lunch (that is not an exaggeration, and this is the norm for &ldquo;lunch&rdquo; at someones home), and more time spent with Aiko and Aparna&rsquo;s class. As you read about in my last post, I had a lot of plans for the rest of my time in Spain, which I was looking forward to. It wasn&rsquo;t until early March that I started to suspect that maybe those plans wouldn&rsquo;t happen.</p>
<p>A few of my Fulbright friends had promised to come visit. In particular, Ash and Libby were planning to come from Madrid. We were debating between the second and third weekends of March, and thankfully they decided to come on the second weekend, otherwise they would not have made it before the pandemic hit.</p>
<p>We had a wonderful time. I took them to my favorite tapas bars and restaurants in Zaragoza and went to some museums I had wanted to go to for a while but was saving/procrastinating going to. A fun fact I learned in the Roman Forum museum - Zaragoza used to be a Roman city called Caesar Agusto. Then, they dropped the &ldquo;cae&rdquo;, and &ldquo;sar agusto&rdquo; became &ldquo;Zaragoza&rdquo;.</p>
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/windy_zgz.jpg" data-caption="Zaragoza is famous for being windy. My friends really got to experience that!">
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Zaragoza is famous for being windy. My friends really got to experience that!
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/aljaferia_wall.jpg" data-caption="The interior of the Aljaferia palace in Zaragoza, which inspired the famous Alahambra and is truly stunning">
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The interior of the <em>Aljaferia</em> palace in Zaragoza, which inspired the famous <em>Alahambra</em> and is truly stunning
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/aljaferia_friends.jpg" data-caption="We loved these doorways">
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We loved these doorways
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/aljaferia_ceiling.jpg" data-caption="I am so nostalgic for the details of Spanish architecture, like these beautiful ceilings">
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I am so nostalgic for the details of Spanish architecture, like these beautiful ceilings
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<p>I really appreciated my city and loved showing my friends around. It&rsquo;s so good I got that they came when they did, because I definitely wouldn&rsquo;t have gone to Aljaferia again or hit all of my favorite tapas bars one last time!</p>
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Taking my friends to eat my favorite <em>champi</em> tapa
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/tapas.JPG" data-caption="A dinner we made out of tapas at a place that specialized in cheese - pan con tomate, truffled manchego, artichokes in cheese, and migas, or breadcrumbs, a dish very typical to Zaragoza">
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A dinner we made out of tapas at a place that specialized in cheese - <em>pan con tomate</em>, truffled <em>manchego</em>, artichokes in cheese, and <em>migas</em>, or breadcrumbs, a dish very typical to Zaragoza
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/pilar_tower_view.JPG" data-caption="I really wanted to see this view from the tower of the Basilica (photo generously provided by my friend Shani) and show it to my friends, but sadly it was closed that weekend - one of so many reasons I have to go back to Spain!">
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I really wanted to see this view from the tower of the Basilica (photo generously provided by my friend Shani) and show it to my friends, but sadly it was closed that weekend - one of so many reasons I have to go back to Spain!
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/pilar_ceiling.jpg" data-caption="I was able to take them inside the Basilica - this is its ceiling">
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I was able to take them inside the Basilica - this is its ceiling
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<a data-fancybox="" href="https://neerja.me/img/zgz%3c3.jpg" data-caption="Zaragoza is so stunning&hellip;I&rsquo;m really happy I was able to rediscover it with my friends and appreciate it one last time">
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Zaragoza is so stunning&hellip;I&rsquo;m really happy I was able to rediscover it with my friends and appreciate it one last time
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<p>That weekend felt like a very distinct point in which life went from pre pandemic to pandemic. I had talked about coronavirus with my lab mates, but they laughed at me for wanting to buy a mask to wear, and it wasn&rsquo;t a main conversation point. But Ash and Libby and I couldn&rsquo;t stop talking about coronavirus - would it become a pandemic? Would it spread to America? Would Fulbright let us stay here? Ash is brilliant - she had just gotten into Harvard med school and she&rsquo;s very interested in epedimiology, so she was the perfect person to talk to about this (and still my go to person for covid-related questions, months later).</p>